When I failed...
It hurt me like a piercing pin
shocking my very flesh
It cut me like a slaughter knife
Breaking my every fibre
It drained me like a scourging sun
sapping my every strength
How it affected my inside!
I dreamed to forget it
yet it kept on ringing on my mind
I pretended to ignore it
still it kept staring at me on the face
I prayed to overcome it
but it kept speaking for my doubts
How it affected my sanity!
My bones ached on every joints
because I had toiled and toiled
My socket popped out of my face
for I had wept and wept
Even my neck grew longer
as I had starved and starved
How it worked me out!
O God! I called, cried out
with ocean of tears in my eyes
Help me! I belched, screamed
with swamp of mucus in my throat
"Thank You Jesus!" I breathe, whispered
Just as I heard the still small voice
FEAR NOT; I AM WITH THEE