God loves me. That's all that matters right now. I do not care what anybody says or thinks. I have a God of my own!
The Realization
I love love.
I love reading and hearing love stories. I believe in happy-ending stories.
I had wished 'I Met Jerry' would be my love story. I was writing to prove that true love exists and happily-ever-after is possible. I had really wished my relationship with Jerry was going to be that story.
When Jerry left. My heart broke into pieces. I lost hope. I started doubting love. I gave up on my "and-they-lived-happily-after" fantasy. I stopped dreaming.
And then I met God. He mended my heart and put it back together. He restored my hope and dream. He started a new story.
God hasn't left. He's still here. He shows me what it means to be truly deeply loved. He gives me the love that no man can ever give. His love is so divine. So pure. So true. So peaceful. So unending. God takes my breath away. I bless the day I gave God my broken heart. God's love for me is a dream come true. It is my happily-ever-after.
God says, "Stop worrying. It is my duty to write love stories. I am writing your love story. The one that has never been told before."
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I encourage you to expose your heart to God. Surrender your pain to Him, withholding nothing and let Him do what He was sent to do - to save, to heal, to love.It's been a pleasure to have shared bits of my private diary with you.
Thanks for reading.
September ends today. Yipee!
Written by Nwamaka Ajaegbu
Twitter: @Amakamedia
Email: amakamedia@yahoo.com
Heart Rays . . .giving out the light.
